When I was at school I was rubbish at sewing, art, and "sporty things". Always bottom of the class. Never sewed a thing of which I could be proud. Forget painting. Always last to be picked for a team.
But I've been free of school for fifty five years. And the great thing is, I don't need to compare myself with anyone else. My body is a weird shape following a severe motor cycle crash and a bilateral mastectomy but I've found somewhere to swim without feeling self conscious. I can sew adequately and take really pleasure in being creative with a needle.
So that leaves art. Shame about that. I'll never be able to paint or draw. Or can I?
One place where I have found inspiration is Kirsten's blog "A letter from home". Kirsten does some lovely little sketches on her blog. I don't think she'll mind if I say they aren't great art but they are fun and they have inspired me to have a go. They are so appealing and immediate.
Then the WI has an on line drawing club. This little drawing (poppies before you ask) was this month's picture and the instructor takes us through it step by step. We use felt tips which must be the most unintimidating medium ever. The instuctor is a primary school teacher who has our measure!
And I've just bought my first paint box since I left school and I'm planning on having a crack at water colour painting. I've found on line classes on painting flowers.
Maybe I'll find courage to put a few attempts on my blog.